the 25 minute workout that took me over an hour

Today was a rough workout day. Before the programmed WOD, I did my Friday handstand pushup workout  of 50 EROM HSPU, every 30 seconds, resting 2 minutes every time I failed. Theoretically, if I didn't fail once, it would take me 25 minutes....in real life it took me 1 hour, 10 minutes, and 9 seconds. I started out pretty strong, knocking out 7 HSPU before I failed....then 8...and then I went downhill fast only knocking out 2, then failing...then 1....then 2...and so on and so on. This was a mental workout just as much as it was physical. After 25 I wanted to quit. At 30 I wanted to quit. At 40 I wanted to quit. And at 45, I decided I was too close to think about quitting and was ok. It is not easy to fail. It's a huge blow to your psyche....and falling on your head multiple times really sucks. I tweaked my neck a little bit on number 48, but I was way to close to the end to stop. I just gotta be careful for the next few days. Overall, I'm just glad I was able to complete 50...and didn't quit. After that, I did the workout of the day; heavy power cleans. I think I probably could have gone heavier, but after the HSPU, I really didn't feel like over doing it.

WOD
50 EROM HSPU, every 30 seconds, rest 2 minutes after failure
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TnG Power Clean- 3.3.3.3; 2min Rest (905/105/115)
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10 min AMRAP Power Clean @ 90% 1RM (125)

FOOD

Meal 1
Apple-Nut Egg Muffins, 2 serving	139	9g	8g	9g	121mg	105mg	6g	2g
Meal 2
Quest - Protein Bar - Strawberry Cheesecake (Net Carbs), 1 bar	160	25g	5g	20g	5mg	105mg	2g	17g
Meal 3
Greek Meatballs, 3 serving	168	2g	10g	16g	92mg	52mg	1g	0g
Trader Joe's - Uncured Bacon Ends and Pieces, 1 TBS cooked (7g)	35	0g	3g	3g	10mg	190mg	0g	0g
Tzatziki Guacamole, 1 serving(s)	114	7g	10g	2g	0mg	5mg	1g	5g
Trader Joe's - Roasted Plantain Chips, 20 chips (28g)	140	20g	6g	0g	0mg	50mg	0g	1g
Meal 4
Trader Joe's - Almond Butter Raw Crunchy Unsalted, 32 grams (2 tbsp)	190	6g	17g	8g	0mg	0mg	2g	3g
Meal 5
Beef - Ground, 85% lean meat / 15% fat, patty, cooked, broiled (hamburger), 1 serving ( 3 oz )	213	0g	13g	22g	77mg	61mg	0g	0g
Carrots - Baby, raw, 1 serving	30	7g	0g	1g	0mg	66mg	4g	2g
Lettuce - Iceberg (includes crisphead types), raw, 0.5 cup shredded	5	1g	0g	0g	0mg	4mg	1g	0g
Meal 6
Protein mug, 1 serving	263	20g	8g	27g	55mg	320mg	3g	6g
TOTAL:	1,457	97g	80g	108g	360mg	958mg	20g	36g